I broke down a few weeks ago. I couldn't stop crying. (My parents make it terribly hard for me to live with them, but I have no choice.) I'm usually fine after a few minutes, but I couldn't take it.
I started self-mutilating in 7th grade (I don't know if I've told you this), and I've been doing it since then. It's been almost a year since I've last cut myself, but I lost it on May 7th and ran a blade down my wrist. Thankfully, I talked to a friend, and she made me promise that I wouldn't self-harm ever again. I don't take promises lightly, so I swore to her I wouldn't do it again. She told me to call her if I'm ever in that situation again. However, I don't know if I can do this, if I can handle keeping that blade away. I'm doing okay now though. I'm just scared.
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Why? What can't you handle?
I hope you're okay.
I broke down a few weeks ago. I couldn't stop crying. (My parents make it terribly hard for me to live with them, but I have no choice.) I'm usually fine after a few minutes, but I couldn't take it.
I started self-mutilating in 7th grade (I don't know if I've told you this), and I've been doing it since then. It's been almost a year since I've last cut myself, but I lost it on May 7th and ran a blade down my wrist. Thankfully, I talked to a friend, and she made me promise that I wouldn't self-harm ever again. I don't take promises lightly, so I swore to her I wouldn't do it again. She told me to call her if I'm ever in that situation again. However, I don't know if I can do this, if I can handle keeping that blade away. I'm doing okay now though. I'm just scared.
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