Sunday, July 27, 2008

I Couldn't Breathe You In

I guess it was all just a bunch of bullshit. I don't know if I can believe anything she said. She tells me she loves me, but how could she hurt me like this? She doesn't know I cried over her. I don't think she'd care. I need some time.

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

All I'm Asking For Is Love

You are everything I've ever wanted and then some. You are perfect.

That has got to be the sweetest line of bullshit I've ever heard. I don't understand girls. Well, I just don't understand her. Fuck this.

Monday, July 21, 2008

Your Hand Was Meant For Mine

I want to write her a letter, but I don't know what to say.

I need her to know.

Thursday, July 10, 2008

Beauty In The Breakdown

I don't know who to believe anymore.

I'm really good at getting emotionally attached to people, but I'm going to do this anyway. Let's hope I don't crash and burn.

Thursday, July 3, 2008

Running On Empty

For some reason, I want this to lead somewhere. Not necessarily into something serious, but at least into an open relationship.

But I've got a feeling we're only using each other for the intimacy. I don't care. I need to feel again. It's been close to four fucking years since I've been affectionate with anyone.

I've gotta start somewhere, and I trust him. I just hope I don't end up falling for him like I did before.